No one knows what they will feel

No one ever knows what they will feel when they loose a sibling.  Today I lost one of mine.  But you never loose  the memories of the life you shared.  You always have the good times with you as long as you live.  Its a good time to reflect on those good times and good memories as they are who you were together.  They dont have the influence or the opinion of anyone but the time the two of you had. No one can take away what you had in those years as young innocent kids. Blind mans bluff was the scary dark and little did we know then that life was full of scary dark but also full of beautiful sun shine.  On the rainy days and in the thunderstorms we still had the legacy and the test of life to participate in.  When we have life together we have opportunity, when their is death we have memories that are always alive and we see the legacy's that has been left behind.  RIP John.